This Stress Is Killing Me

' Dear stress, let's break up '

Why, oh why? I've been stressing myself up for like almost a week. Exams exams and exams are the only thing I've been thinking about. Don't know why I do. Hmm, my exact point is not about exam. Well actually, I just need to go home. I want to get out from this misery. Yes, I feel uncomfortable with the current atmosphere. I just don't. But whatsoever it is, I need to strike for the best for my exams first and then I'll be free. :) God, lend me your strength so that I can get through of these torture moment...

Ex Boyfriend

 

...Every happy woman has at least one ex boyfriend behind her

I was sleeping when I received a quite shocking message from my boyfriend saying that my ex added him in Facebook. I was unable to reply him to prevent him from accepting the friend's request so he simply accepted it after that. I was quite worry about what will happen next because I know that it was not a good sign if your ex started to stalk your personal life again, right? I'm getting this nerve now and I just hope that he will not ruin our precious relationship.
Well...*sigh* It is quite possible that after a break up, I find myself in a fix of not wanting to remembering him and not being able to forget him. But I need to fight the situation and I have to learn to deal with it. What over is over. What past is past. It may hurt a lot but it'll heal as time goes by, I believe. :)

A Comfortable Relationship

...the best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends

I think we are all looking for that one person that we can be ourselves around, that one person who will love you and accept who you are, your silly awkward side and your serious side too. We are all just looking for that "COMFORTABLE RELATIONSHIP", you know? You don't care what you are doing because as long as that one special person is next to you then you are happy, whether it's going out or just having a lazy day at home watching movie or eating food, you cherish all these moments with them because that special person is the one you enjoy seeing and being around everyday, that person is someone that you can turn to with all your problems and they will be there for you though it all. Every conversation, hug, kiss or whatever you always look forward to because in you heart you truly love them and you wouldn't have it any other way, you know? It's that relationship that through whatever happens you are going to stick by their side and support them. It's simply that "COMFORTABLE RELATIONSHIP" where you can be yourself and not be afraid of them judging you, after all LOVE is ACCEPTANCE of one another regardless of FLAWS or anything else. :)

God, why did You make the stars?

 

...and just as with everything else in the Universe, God made the stars

God, why did You make the stars? Well, God made the heavens and earth. He made stars and planets. He is truly a great architect I would say. :) He also made Adam, then Eve. He also made cows, sheep, cats, dogs, gorillas, pandas, parrots...etc. He made the tortoises too! How great is our God!
When I'm sad, I used to watch stars at night. I love to watch them as they always give me the unusual calm and peaceful feelings. Guess what? I dream of watching the stars together with someone I truly love someday. :) *giggling

Thank You God for the Rain

 ...THANK YOU GOD FOR THE RAIN

Dear Lord, today I woke up, it was raining. People say, when it rains, it is a pure blessings and I believe in it. :)
However Lord...I'm scared for the future, even for now. College brings much stress, and so does the many problems in my life. Please, allow me to be confident in You, that You will always give strength to those who trust in You, Lord. I want to be confident in You! Please give me the courage to speak Your praises to the people I met, for You alone are most worthy of praise! Thank You Father for saving me Your grace and the peace that passes all understanding.

- Thank You for taking me through college and holding me close and leading back when I stray. And man...I stray a lot.